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revieloutionne) wrote2001-11-10 07:31 pm
revieloutionne) wrote2001-11-10 07:31 pm
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Sometimes I feel like I'm a part of a really bad sci-fi show...
Eric logged off before I could say anything, and then tonight I had chinese food. (Lemon chicken. Yum! ^_^)
So, I'm stealing leftover fortune cookies, and thinking about what to do about the whole Eric thing. You know, do I say anyythin, if I say anything, what do I say, do I get him alone or talk in front of freinds, do I talk in person or online, what'll his reaction be., etc...
So I start eating the fortune cookies.
"You have a potential urge and the ability for accomplishment."
Well, the urge isn't potential, it's here... But It's nice to know that I have the ability for accomplishment. Kinda spookily applicable.
"Failure is the mother of success."
Obviously, I'm afraid he'll reject me on both the hanyaan level, as well as on a freind level. Perhaps if he does immediately, he'll start thinking and eventually change his mind? With the last one, I'm feeling quite a bit... odd.
"You never hesitate to tackle the most difficult problems."
Are you getting thew same message I am? All three of the messages apply, especially together, and they seem to be teeling me to do something, rather than just sit with the feelings and not do anythign about them.
That, combined with the fact that deja vu has become such a regular thing for me that I don't even really feel wierded out by it at all makes me wonder if the characters of fictional stories presented in any media here on Earth actually live somewhere...
Anyway, I'm definitely doing something about the whole Eric thing, but I can't figure out what exactly...
Eric logged off before I could say anything, and then tonight I had chinese food. (Lemon chicken. Yum! ^_^)
So, I'm stealing leftover fortune cookies, and thinking about what to do about the whole Eric thing. You know, do I say anyythin, if I say anything, what do I say, do I get him alone or talk in front of freinds, do I talk in person or online, what'll his reaction be., etc...
So I start eating the fortune cookies.
"You have a potential urge and the ability for accomplishment."
Well, the urge isn't potential, it's here... But It's nice to know that I have the ability for accomplishment. Kinda spookily applicable.
"Failure is the mother of success."
Obviously, I'm afraid he'll reject me on both the hanyaan level, as well as on a freind level. Perhaps if he does immediately, he'll start thinking and eventually change his mind? With the last one, I'm feeling quite a bit... odd.
"You never hesitate to tackle the most difficult problems."
Are you getting thew same message I am? All three of the messages apply, especially together, and they seem to be teeling me to do something, rather than just sit with the feelings and not do anythign about them.
That, combined with the fact that deja vu has become such a regular thing for me that I don't even really feel wierded out by it at all makes me wonder if the characters of fictional stories presented in any media here on Earth actually live somewhere...
Anyway, I'm definitely doing something about the whole Eric thing, but I can't figure out what exactly...